BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR ‘COZ
YOU JUST MIGHT GET IT
I love my work, I really do. The
company I am working for, the people I am liaising with, and most especially,
the pride and honor I am upholding on. Everything is more of a magic now, from
dreams to reality!
BUT, it seems like every single
decision I made in life is starting to sink in now. No, truly, I am contemplating
on different schemes that are happening to my life as of recent. From the
moment I finished my degree to obtaining license up to freelancing as Fashion
Designer and Stylist and now? trying to make a humble name in a world of
fashion drumming my company’s name. Inch
by inch, decisions are needed to be addressed properly and glamorously righteously.
I’m not gonna lie. Since my
childhood years until nowadays, I am already working, everything is being spoon-fed,
and it is all up to your meek hands to make things work.
As some of you know, I am currently
working here in Queen City of South, ALL ALONE. YES! That does implicates, no
helping hands, neither immediate family nor relative members to run unto, no
close friends to watch movies happily, not even boyfriends to dine in a very
good restaurant, okay fine, YES! to suitors whom I think is unnecessary accessory,
and lo & behold, no personal shopper to spree on your behalf while you are
so busy working your ass all day long. I kid. I kid. I kid. HAHA.
Sunnies by Forever 21, Top by North Crest, Bracelet and Jeans by Oxygen, Socks by Aldo, Shoes by Hush Puppies
Seriously, I must confess that as
of the moment, I am in the middle of my young professional stage crisis where I
always ask myself, Do I really love my job or just because I grew up with this
retail company as my favourite brand? Or worse thing, Am I really taking the
right path? Or even worst, Where am I actually going? And that’s the most basic
gay reason why I am almost two weeks out from on line world! JESUS! In times
like this, people, I mean REAL PEOPLE showed concerns and sweet messages throughout
my silent passé and I wanna thank y’all for not just sending your thoughts but
merely, for being so REAL to me!
Well, (deep breath) after all, IT’S
MY DREAM JOB AND ANY ONE WOULD KILL A GAY, GAYEST PERSON EVER RATHER, JUST TO
BE IN MY RED SOLES RIGHT NOW!
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, MAYBE NOT
NOW, BUT EVENTUALLY!
HOLD ON TIGHT! WE ARE ALMOST
THERE!
Keep posted. I love y’all!